It's long time due

Assalmualaikum.
it's has been quite sometimes since i nail down something here. I took one day off after the meeting and MC on Friday. Both mum and son are not well.
i have to admit, i miss my office. the plant that i put on my drawer almost die! my mum said i killed the plant that i grow. hahahha, proven pulak tu.
semenjak 2 menjak ni, slalu termimpi kenangan dahulu. last week mimpi kawan kembar masa kat sekolah padang tembak. they are both doctors. we were close, but i think i did something that hurt them.until now, i do not now how to rate the intimacy of our friendship , but they are all gone. I did try calling one of them , but just a quick hi before she hung up. I'm quite sad actually. i was told that they both are happily married and the younger twin got twins as well. may God bless them. Miss them too.
a week earlier, i dreamt of my second cinta monyet. heheheh. klakar plak rasanya. he had a crush on me when we were in std 6. i remembered he gave me a love keychain embroided with his name and also a handsome picture of him. He is such a gentleman. chewah.... masa umur 12, kira ok laaa tu. I noticed earlier during the wooing time, he approached me at Bukit St. Paul in Malacca. Being a naive cute little girl, i giggled. Since then i knew he really wanted to get to know me. On a few occasions, he walked to my house. he always wore a track-bottom which he kelepet up to his knees. we lost contact when we further our study in different schools. But actually, i met him a few years back. 3 months before the wedding. nampak cam gangster sikit. :P. and he kept calling me a few time a day. i'm worried that something wrong might happen since the big day is a stone away. so, i ignored him. what a mature thing to do!! OHHH, back to the dream, he is in the same group as i am. but i do not know where the hel* am i and whar course did i take i that dream. he ignored me ..... in that dream i mean.
wokes, it's a long entry, i think i should stop. till next post. calos