Tuesday, December 23, 2008

the long windy road...

March. It's now almost New Year. I lost my password, and i lost my mind.
In the past 9(?) months, i've been busy. rescheduling, rearranging and reorganising my unit. I am now the Head Section. A much higer post, but my i'm not allowed to " memangku" or tanggung kerja. What the heck! But, i love the job.
The first action taken: meeting. A few things need to be improve and altered. Some ppl just do whatever they want to do, but do not follow the procedures. One of them even ask for a transfer. hmmmmm.....
In October 2008, i'll be attending a six months course. A though one, and i did hear bad things about it. Be positive yea. I'll share with you in the next entry. Not to worry, i have plenty of time to do total make-over of this particular blog. :P.

Monday, March 3, 2008

It's long time due

Assalmualaikum.
it's has been quite sometimes since i nail down something here. I took one day off after the meeting and MC on Friday. Both mum and son are not well.
i have to admit, i miss my office. the plant that i put on my drawer almost die! my mum said i killed the plant that i grow. hahahha, proven pulak tu.
semenjak 2 menjak ni, slalu termimpi kenangan dahulu. last week mimpi kawan kembar masa kat sekolah padang tembak. they are both doctors. we were close, but i think i did something that hurt them.until now, i do not now how to rate the intimacy of our friendship , but they are all gone. I did try calling one of them , but just a quick hi before she hung up. I'm quite sad actually. i was told that they both are happily married and the younger twin got twins as well. may God bless them. Miss them too.
a week earlier, i dreamt of my second cinta monyet. heheheh. klakar plak rasanya. he had a crush on me when we were in std 6. i remembered he gave me a love keychain embroided with his name and also a handsome picture of him. He is such a gentleman. chewah.... masa umur 12, kira ok laaa tu. I noticed earlier during the wooing time, he approached me at Bukit St. Paul in Malacca. Being a naive cute little girl, i giggled. Since then i knew he really wanted to get to know me. On a few occasions, he walked to my house. he always wore a track-bottom which he kelepet up to his knees. we lost contact when we further our study in different schools. But actually, i met him a few years back. 3 months before the wedding. nampak cam gangster sikit. :P. and he kept calling me a few time a day. i'm worried that something wrong might happen since the big day is a stone away. so, i ignored him. what a mature thing to do!! OHHH, back to the dream, he is in the same group as i am. but i do not know where the hel* am i and whar course did i take i that dream. he ignored me ..... in that dream i mean.
wokes, it's a long entry, i think i should stop. till next post. calos

Monday, February 25, 2008

Keagungan Seni Ukir Melayu

Right now, i'm sprawling on my bed in Pulai Spring Resort Pulai Johor. What a beautiful place. I'm arranging a meeting here. It was the State who choose this place.
If i'm not mistaken, Pulai Spring resort is newly built. (2-3 years ago) --> i've check. It is actually 12 yrs old. However, the young age of this resort did not deter it to win a few international awards. Among those is the best golf course in the world!.
What i'm really impressed is the magnificent hand-craft wood all over the area. The building are beautifully crafted. I think, no palace in Malaysia is as beautiful as it's building. Ampun tuanku andai kata-kata patik membawa kemurkaan tuanku.
When i went to the meeting room which is known as the Kayangan Suite, i looked around the area. At the isle where i stood, i felt like i was in the old age or even like the zaman keagungan kesultanan melayu. The music, the mood, the beautiful paintings on the wall ( a couple dancing the kuda kepang and 2 lovebirds). Not to missed the grand teak wood door with the keris-crafted handles.
i think my jaw hurt a bit sbb melopong sangat mulut. and i keep saying out aloud to my staff : cantiknya tempat nih.....perhaps, tomorrow i will place some picture here.
need to get ready for tomorrow's meeting. chiow.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

It's Thursday!!

i have 2 meetings this afternoon; on highways /toll and our online service. My bos asked me to accompany her and our heads of department inclusive The Dato' to present our issues. All is set. I'M READY FOR IT. Unfortunately, since the 'big brother' is so very important, it scares me a bit ( eventhough my functions is only to make sure that everything is ready). hahahahaha.
It's Thursday. For some, there's no much different between Thursday and the rest of the days. But for me, it is quite a 'menyampah' day becoz i need to wear batik. Those who do not have Baju batik, or had never seen one.... i tell you! It's very challenging to wear a batik not to mention to buy one.
I'm not talking about 'kain batik' which cost you RM8-15. Batik sutera mencekik darah sikit. Of course there are cheaper batik sutera in the market. But mind you, once you wash it... than Assalamualaikum goodbye laa baju tu.
I have 5 sets of batiks. 1- the typical sutera batik terengganu, 2- chiffon + silk batik of Nor Arfa (brand yang cukup gah di Terengganu), 3- kebaya labuh kain batik which i bought when I was Sarawak ( actually, i'm looking for selendang batik , memandangkan baju tu dah ada set skali ngan selendang... beli ajer) , 4 - Sutera batik in my younger years aka zaman kurus yang mana skrang ni dah simpan jer sbb tak muat sebab GEM_ _, and 5 - a blouse with batik printing.
I started to iron my no 1 batik at 7.00 am. by 7.20--the kain is still wrinkle. Fed up betul. itu baru kain jer... belum gosok baju lagi. Jadiknya, i decided to wear another batik. a simple kain batik and a white blouse which need not ironing. Wallah! 5 minit jer siap.
It seems, starting nxt month, i 'll have to buy a set of batik for my own good. any idea in choosing an easy to iron batik sutera?

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

the flyboys

yesterday, the house turned into office. My dearest hubby kena sakit gigi. psttt...pstttt sepanjang malam. Didn't talk to me. Frustrated bcoz i thought 'hangin' dia dah datang. :). Sorri abah.

As i berebut remote control astro ngan harith (by the way, harith is my only son; for now) i switched on channel 412 (rasanya) film the flyboys. A true story about a bunch of american boys went to france for war. they became fighter pilot. a great story, not to be missed. actors including best pren spider man and john reno (yer ke nama dia cemtu). pi laa tengok citer tu. i'm not a film critic, & not good in analysing. yang saya tahu citer dia memang best. tengok jangan tak tengok.....

Monday, February 18, 2008

kasih ibu...

collegues semua dah gone to their baiti jannati. alone in the office. Mula laa dok terfikir2 about life. and at this very moment, i miss mum. she's 65 ( i'm the 7th in the family). Quite a number aaa.
being a mother myself, i always wonder how did she went through the whole process in raising us up. 9 of us. tak masuk lagi sepupu sepapat n anak2 sedara yang menumpng skali kat umah kitorang. being a single mother, she's the greatest mother in the world. and it saddened me God know how long we will be together in this alam fana nih.
Mum is not like typical mother : she raised us in try -error process. Back then, she dont have anyone to turn to, her parents far away in kampung, her siblings are all orang susah.... she turn to us and she did whatever she think appropriate. With no money, no job and alot of kids, she managed. Tu la.... sometime when a single mother sigh in pain how difficult life is , my mum appeared.and i'll say: kalau u rasa hidup u susah... ada orang yang hidupnya lebih susah. for that , u must be very gratefull to God Allah Swt.
later, i'll citer lagi yer

Again...

Once , about 2 years ago, I started my so-called blog. however, sadly, after 2 entries i stop due to challenges /obstacles ahead of me. hahahaha. Alasan! Do not know what prompt me to write again. More or less jeles ngan kenkawan. masing-masing ada blog, diri sendiri bila lagi kaaaaann?
I would really like to write down and share my thoughts, experience as well as my feeling with those interested. Surely my husband will read it because of desakan bertubi2 from his beloved wife. :)
For a start, ok laa nih. ciow...